Saturday, December 19, 2009

Legs, a photo gallery of jealousy.

I have terrible, short legs. The only brand that can exactly fit my leg length is Express' short hem.
I'm RIDICULOUSLY obsessed with long legs. I can't even kill daddy long legs'. It has to be envy. I always want what I can't, don't have.

Here are some pictures for you to ogle and drool over.

P.S. I saved the Liv Tyler picture for last. Of all the pictures I came across, it was definately my favorite. I think anyone else that checks this out will agree.
















Sunday, December 6, 2009

"glass half full shit."

I'm re-watching Garden State for the first time in about 4 years. Part of the reason I disliked it the first time around was because of Natalie Portman's character. The second part of that reason, was because someone once compared me to her character. I've always disliked her part in the movie, but I guess now after watching it a few times, she is a likable person, with a good heart, so how can you really go wrong? I guess it was her optimism that I was opposed to. Since I'm a negative Nancy. But now that I'm older, and more mature, I'm understanding the appeal to her. She's so kindhearted, sincere.
After all, this is a movie about my home state, I'm supposed to like it. And as unreal as it may seem, the movie does represent the Garden State almost one hundred percent. This shit was my high school, college years, current. Zack Braff, he did graduate from one of the Oranges with Lauryn Hill.. Supposedly..
"I realize how silly it is to take anything too seriously."
Maybe a few years too late I've felt that I should take this advice to heart.
I feel like I fully comprehend the meaning of that statement (in the present), and excuse the melancholy, but as a teenager, I was a miserable brat. But.. now, that sentence seems very close to my heart.

Monday, November 2, 2009

sweeeeeeeet jane


i do like fall weather.
crisp air and chills.
reminds me of being little.
it feels like now that i'm getting older, i barely recognize the seasons. they all just blend into each other and none of them have their specific traits anymore. i've only really felt autumn about three days this fall. it's a distinct sense. once again, crisp air, chills, warm earthy colors, sweaters, boots, walking home from school.
i don't feel that anymore.
everythings just kind of the same.
sometimes though, one day stands out more than the other and i'll get all nostalgic and feel warm and cuddly inside.
i love days like those.
especially once winter comes.
i love colder weather. :)
smiles everywhere!
i'm saving up my money to run away from home again, just this time i'm not sure where, but i'm thinking that i might cross some seas and/or continents to find a new favorite place.
i'm
excited
for something
new!



speaking of places to run away to..




here are some people that i haven't seen in months because they live so far away, people that i miss very much..










Friday, October 16, 2009

For what it's worth..

I swear to god, if I ever get another late night text message from a boy, any boy, I will lose my head. How stupid do I look?
THERE IS ONLY ONE REASON FOR A LATE NIGHT PHONE CALL.
Well, wait, unless you're out and hanging with friends and you're waiting for someone else to come and meet up..
but besides that..
THERE'S ONLY ONE REASON.
And no, I won't go over to your house, and you can't come to mine.
JEEZUS.

So with that said, maybe I'll ignore the text and hope the person gets the hint, instead of just bitching about it on my blog. Maybe.

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

dear hannah

I will eventually get to the posting about how I'm supposed to invite you all into my life.


The other night (last night), some of the key themes of my dream was:
kidnapping, escaping, babies, safety, stolen vehicles, daytime.

Right now, I have to copy and paste some interpretations of these parts of my dream,

Kidnapping = "To dream that you are being kidnapped, denotes feelings of being trapped and restricted. Someone or some situation may be diverting your concentration and your attention away from your goals. "

Escaping = "To dream that you escape from jail or some place of confinement, signifies your need to escape from a restrictive situation or attitude. Alternatively, it suggests that you are refusing to face your problems. You are avoiding the situation, instead of confronting them"

Babies = "To dream that you are babysitting, suggests that you need to care for the child within yourself."

Safety= "To dream that you have a sense of security, suggests that you may be experiencing much insecurity in your waking life. The dream is compensating for your lack of security. You need to feel well-protected, both physically and emotionally. "

Stolen cars = "To dream that you car has been stolen, indicates that you are being stripped of your identity. This may relate to losing your job, a failed relationship, or some situation which has played a significant role in your identity and who you are as a person"
"To dream that you are riding in an automobile, signifies that even in pleasant situations, you will still be restless and uneasy"

Daytime = "To dream of the afternoon time, suggest that it is time to put your energies to good use. Draw and learn from your past experiences and lessons. Alternatively, it symbolizes clarity to a situation."



Basically,
what all this means is,
I'm an insecure basket case that's unable to confront her fears/problems.
Although, the daytime totally throws off the whole thing.
Maybe there is hope for me yet.

Thursday, July 9, 2009

samantha supertramp.

My dreams are trying to tell me something.
The main theme they've all shared;
helplessness.

So positive.
I guess I'm just a lost cause.



P.S. Very sick of these "The Ugly Truth" ads on facebook. I hate Katherine Heigl. I really want to banish her to an island inhabited only with Komodo Dragons.