why am i always so greedy?
wish i looked just like cheryl tweedy.
i know i never will, i know i never will.
i wish my life was not so boring
every weekend four to the flooring
don't get me started on monday morning.
OKAY.
enough with the lily allen.
As of right now, I'm over food. You know what, I think it's overrated. I know, unfortunately, I will not be able to follow through with this, but maybe if I think about it, I might be able to curb my food intake to like a meal a day. I think my liver hates me right now. So not eating might be good for it, or it could actually be much worse. But you know what, I'm an incredibly vain person. And every girl that is thin at my age and drinks just as much as I do, well.. they aren't eating either. So don't judge me. ALRIGHT?! And don't believe them if they say they are, I'm a girl, I know this shit first hand. If they're not going to the gym but still maintain a skinny frame, they're not eating. And if they are, I hope they die a miserable death cause I'm insanely jealous of them. I sound like a crazy person but I don't care. Since everything else in my life (for the first time ever) is going according to plan, I have one thing to bitch about, and that is my weight. Like how did this happen? How did I gain 20 pounds in 3 years? I haven't changed anything in my diet, I haven't stopped working out since I've NEVERRRR worked out. I don't understand it. I guess this is what aging is all about. Getting fat. Fuck this. Food, I've broken up with you as of today.
Besides food, I have one more complaint. If there are any nurses or future nurses out there reading this, please give me some advice.
I've had these pains before, they didn't just start occurring on Saturday night, butttt I've been having sharp, stabbing like pains in the lower, right side of my stomach, like right above my hipbones for a day and a half straight. It's an incessant feeling, and I've had it from like Saturday night at like 7am (i guess really sunday morning 7am) and it continued all throughout the day until when I woke up for work on monday morning. Sunday night (into monday) it felt so annoying that I couldn't fall asleep till 9am. It's this continuous, sharp, stabbing feeling, and I don't understand it.
On the right side of my back/side I feel a light soreness. It's like a bruising feeling, like someone just punched me in that spot. These two feelings are simutaneous; the stabbing and the soreness. I don't know what it is, and it keeps me up at night and unable to sleep. It's incredibly annoying.
enough of the wa wa wa's.
President's day weekend = PHILADELPHIA.
I can't wait. OMG.
Things have been chill. I'm excited for spring. It's been a cold winter. I like it.
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I, too, am giving up on food.
There was a time when I (at the same height I am now) weighed 110 lbs.
I can barely remember those days.
My strategy is "The Paris Diet." Self created. Does not reflect the way people actually eat in Paris, but rather the way that I ate there when I was broke and happened to lose weight because of it. It goes something like this:
morning-drink caffeine. Possibley piece of baguette and butter if need be.
afternoon-no food.
evening-luxurious dinner-preferably enjoyed alone in a restaurant, since I haven't spent much on food and am allowed to splurge on one meal. Can be anything. With wine.
night-no consumption of anything other than fine red wine.
I will let you know how this works.
And it goes without saying that, although I feel the same way about myself, I think you are beautiful and do not need to lose weight.
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