15 albums list

Think of 15 albums that had such a profound effect on you they changed your life or the way you looked at it. They sucked you in and took you over for days, weeks, months, years. These are the albums that you can use to identify time, places, people, emotions. These are the albums that no matter what they were thought of musically shaped your world. When you finish, tag 15 others, including me. Make sure you copy and paste this part so they know the drill. Get the idea now? Good. Tag, you're it!


~ = approximations

1. The Supremes; Greatest Hits. childhood.
2. Fleetwood Mac; Rumours. childhood.
3. No Doubt; Tragic Kingdom.<333>
4. when I was in 8th grade I listened to Alice in Chains, alright, get over it. next!
5. The Get Up Kids; Something to Write Home About. 9th grade.
6. my first cassette ever, Green Day; Dookie. 2nd grade, I remember my mom flipping out on my dad for letting me get it and saying that it was music that my cousin listened to. as if that should be enough of a reason.
7. Sunny Day Real Estate; Diary. 10th grade. I'd listen to this every day on my WALKMAN haha.
8. Interpol; Turn on the Bright Lights.
9. Nirvana; Nevermind. ~10. my aunt listened to them, so i listened to them. possibly the only band that I've continuously liked all these years.
10. The Go-Gos; two disc cd that I got for my 14th birthday. I wanted to BE them.
11. TLC; crazysexycool. I can't remember what age, maybe 3rd or 4th grade. Every girl I know had this cd, and loved it, and still swears by it.
12. The Arcade Fire; Funeral.

hmm..........

13. The Who; Tommy. 9th grade when I smoked lots of pot. Thank you James.
14. Broken Social Scene; You Forgot it in People. 11th grade.
15. NSync; No Strings Attached.

That took a little more brain power than I thought it would.

wa wa we wah.

MY SUPER, AMAZING, EXTRAORDINARY, 25 DOLLAR, 4 FLUID OUNCES, BRANDY NEW ANTI-FRIZZ BREAKTHROUGH TECHNOLOGY JUST CAME IN THE MAIL TODAY, it's called living proof or some shit like that.
Sadly enough, I was incredibly excited for it. Frizzy hair is the biggest pain in the ass, and now I won't have to blow dry and straighten my hair every day. I'll be saving electricity and my hair follicles at the same time! So far it's worked. Honestly, everyone that suffers from frizz should probably buy it. MIT scientists made it. True story.

I just finished watching Gran Torino and Tropic Thunder. Wow, I love Robert Downey Jr. Seriously, he is one sexy bitch. I ENVY his wife. I'm going to wear a skinsuit made out of her dead body and trick him into thinking I'm her. hahah just kidding guys! hahahah. oh man, I'm out of my mind.

As predicted, Valentine's Day was spent alone. In a way.
I worked from 1130 am to about 12am, a nice 12 hour shift and DEFINATELY did NOT make the type of money I should have. Although, everyone had big plans to go out and be loser girls without boyfriends and make out with as many strangers as we could find, no one really did anything, and I ended up going home, changing into my pajamas, and passing out immediately. I guess it wasn't that bad of a Valentine's Day, considering I didn't get a chance to think about how pathetically alone I really am.
Now, in the spirit of the miserable, soul-less, anti-idealist bitch that I am, I'm going to read some "I bang the worst dudes" and laugh at others misfortunes while secretly crying on the inside because I deserve to be on that website.

peace out. P-I-E-C-E.

today's reading.

Since aol lures me into reading the news every day, I'm going to make you people read the same articles that I am. Also, so you guys don't think I'm more crazy than I already am for knowing way too much about too many useless things.


http://news.aol.com/health/article/octuplet-mom-angelina-jolie/340980
octuplet's mom and the angelina resemblance.
creepy.

http://information.travel.aol.com/article/family-travel/_a/leaving-it-all-behind-a-life-lesson-of/20080917123909990001?ncid=AOLCOMMtravdynlprim0454
world's cutest family. dropped everything and ran off to see the world together, so cute.

http://news.aol.com/article/rodents-peanut-recall/341823
dead rodents, rodent feces, and bird feathers = the reason for the peanut butter recall

http://shopping.aol.com/valentines-day-gifts?ncid=AOLCOMMshopDYNLprim0001
what each rose color means... scandalous.

http://news.aol.com/article/boy-charged-with-killing-dad-offered/271672
nine year old kills his dad. reason #1 why you shouldn't beat your children if you "bear arms".

http://news.aol.com/article/new-york-plane-crash/342026
what's with planes crashing in the tri-state?

http://www.thesun.co.uk/sol/homepage/news/article2233878.ece
the scariest article of today.
the 13 year old baby daddy.

http://edition.cnn.com/2009/POLITICS/02/13/stimulus/index.html?iref=topnews
something probably a little more important than the other articles; house passes the stimulus bill.





happy readings!

harvest moon

that's my wedding song, if i ever get married, and i wont be dancing to that. something about lots of people watching me dance makes me incredibly nervous. but it will be played, on repeat. i told nora that tonight.

question for everyone;
WHAT makes YOU happy?


When I really think about it, more things than not make me happy, although I don't know if I ever really feel continually happy.
But even the things that make me happy, usually make me cry. I guess it's an emotional extreme. It doesn't matter if it makes you happy or sad, but it all depends on how intense the feeling is. Like something, like a baby, will make me happy for a little bit and cute babies will make me say "aww I want a baby," in which Sabrina (who's likely to be standing next to me when I say this) will laugh.

Things that make me happy;
BABIES
Puppies/Dogs
Kittens
Wild rabbits, not caged ones, they're boring and I pity them. if anything, they make me sad.
friends ( nora, tierney, kyle, ashley, deana, amanda, sam, aimee, caryn, brooke, jeanette, chris (happy bday!), hannah, amber, jackie, hughie, tiffany, sabrina, steph, all the mikey's, blake, danny, both andrew's, victor,
Wee John
mixed cds
Philadelphia
sad movies
nice dresses
sunny days
rainy Sundays
beaches
simultaneous laughing
locking eyes
not feeling awkward around people
plaid
watching snow
hugs
incandescent light bulbs
wikipedia
information
accomplishing things
my job (SOMETIMES)
strangers in love
strangers with their children
red
post impressionism
books
birch trees
driving on route 46 and the parkway
new york state throughway too
finding bargains
cute boys
when I actually cook things and they taste good
when I complete domestic tasks
seeing people that i miss
or seeing people that i don't miss but once meant a lot to me, its bittersweet
FOOD.
tax season
colors
HELLO KITTY<33333333333333


good night.

i wish my life was a little less seedy

why am i always so greedy?
wish i looked just like cheryl tweedy.
i know i never will, i know i never will.
i wish my life was not so boring
every weekend four to the flooring
don't get me started on monday morning.



OKAY.
enough with the lily allen.
As of right now, I'm over food. You know what, I think it's overrated. I know, unfortunately, I will not be able to follow through with this, but maybe if I think about it, I might be able to curb my food intake to like a meal a day. I think my liver hates me right now. So not eating might be good for it, or it could actually be much worse. But you know what, I'm an incredibly vain person. And every girl that is thin at my age and drinks just as much as I do, well.. they aren't eating either. So don't judge me. ALRIGHT?! And don't believe them if they say they are, I'm a girl, I know this shit first hand. If they're not going to the gym but still maintain a skinny frame, they're not eating. And if they are, I hope they die a miserable death cause I'm insanely jealous of them. I sound like a crazy person but I don't care. Since everything else in my life (for the first time ever) is going according to plan, I have one thing to bitch about, and that is my weight. Like how did this happen? How did I gain 20 pounds in 3 years? I haven't changed anything in my diet, I haven't stopped working out since I've NEVERRRR worked out. I don't understand it. I guess this is what aging is all about. Getting fat. Fuck this. Food, I've broken up with you as of today.
Besides food, I have one more complaint. If there are any nurses or future nurses out there reading this, please give me some advice.
I've had these pains before, they didn't just start occurring on Saturday night, butttt I've been having sharp, stabbing like pains in the lower, right side of my stomach, like right above my hipbones for a day and a half straight. It's an incessant feeling, and I've had it from like Saturday night at like 7am (i guess really sunday morning 7am) and it continued all throughout the day until when I woke up for work on monday morning. Sunday night (into monday) it felt so annoying that I couldn't fall asleep till 9am. It's this continuous, sharp, stabbing feeling, and I don't understand it.
On the right side of my back/side I feel a light soreness. It's like a bruising feeling, like someone just punched me in that spot. These two feelings are simutaneous; the stabbing and the soreness. I don't know what it is, and it keeps me up at night and unable to sleep. It's incredibly annoying.
enough of the wa wa wa's.
President's day weekend = PHILADELPHIA.
I can't wait. OMG.
Things have been chill. I'm excited for spring. It's been a cold winter. I like it.

black

i know someday you'll have a beautiful life, i know you'll be a star, in somebody elses sky, but why can't it be mine


i'm not tired. 5 am. i can't focus. i'm freezing. my teeth are clenched tightly together. i'm going to be alone on valentines day. yuck.

wednesday late night.

I hate being home late at night when I'm sober.
I guess maybe it's been awhile since I've done this, since I'm feeling so restless.
All I do is watch television, and binge eat.
Since 10 pm, I've consumed cheez its, an entire sundae from friendlys, some of a chocolate orange, a glass of milk, and a bottle of water.
Typically, one would think that if you were drinking you'd be intaking more calories, but for me it's actually the other way around.
I hate being home at night.
I'm bored out of my mind.
And I think I'm going to heat up some leftovers.
yay.