harvest moon

that's my wedding song, if i ever get married, and i wont be dancing to that. something about lots of people watching me dance makes me incredibly nervous. but it will be played, on repeat. i told nora that tonight.

question for everyone;
WHAT makes YOU happy?


When I really think about it, more things than not make me happy, although I don't know if I ever really feel continually happy.
But even the things that make me happy, usually make me cry. I guess it's an emotional extreme. It doesn't matter if it makes you happy or sad, but it all depends on how intense the feeling is. Like something, like a baby, will make me happy for a little bit and cute babies will make me say "aww I want a baby," in which Sabrina (who's likely to be standing next to me when I say this) will laugh.

Things that make me happy;
BABIES
Puppies/Dogs
Kittens
Wild rabbits, not caged ones, they're boring and I pity them. if anything, they make me sad.
friends ( nora, tierney, kyle, ashley, deana, amanda, sam, aimee, caryn, brooke, jeanette, chris (happy bday!), hannah, amber, jackie, hughie, tiffany, sabrina, steph, all the mikey's, blake, danny, both andrew's, victor,
Wee John
mixed cds
Philadelphia
sad movies
nice dresses
sunny days
rainy Sundays
beaches
simultaneous laughing
locking eyes
not feeling awkward around people
plaid
watching snow
hugs
incandescent light bulbs
wikipedia
information
accomplishing things
my job (SOMETIMES)
strangers in love
strangers with their children
red
post impressionism
books
birch trees
driving on route 46 and the parkway
new york state throughway too
finding bargains
cute boys
when I actually cook things and they taste good
when I complete domestic tasks
seeing people that i miss
or seeing people that i don't miss but once meant a lot to me, its bittersweet
FOOD.
tax season
colors
HELLO KITTY<33333333333333


good night.