harvest moon

I forgot what I was going to say.?
Today I was talking to Lira and we realized (maybe not so much on her part, but more on my part) that we're both going to be alone on Valentine's Day (once again). Which made me realize that I will be that old lady that lives alone in her huge, empty apartment with a few pieces of furniture and a dozen cats/dogs. Donde son mis amigas? Mis amigas son en mi cabeza!! I hate my job. Where am I going come September? What happens if I don't get into escuela? I don't know what I'm going to do. I guess I'm really going to have to run away. I can't stay here for another semester if I'm not in school, I'd have to at least go somewhere/do something. I hate growing up. I'm like the real incarnation of Tinker Bell (two words or one?). What's going to happen to me? I'm a lost cause.