good publicity.

Last night I had a dream that the "L" train made stops in Rutherford.. how COOL would that be? and for serious, when's it going to happen? We've already got the path, but fuck the path, the path is further from my house than the city is. fuck THE PATH. and it's 3 dollars, or something. whateva, fuck the path, fuck the l train, but my dreams are awesome.
i'm taking a nap, then im showering, then im going out.
dodgeball is pissing me off because no one shows.

I'M HUNGRY.

merry go-round

I guess I never realized how dark my hair is. Now that it's growing out (after my attempts to dye it a light brown/dark strawberry blonde color that really just turned to be a shade lighter) my roots look very dark. I like my hair dark anyways, but I think I'm going to dye it again. I realized I need some kind of somewhat constant change in my appearance, and since I can't afford botox/plastic surgery/eyelash extensions, I'll change my hair. I'm getting rid of the bangs too, well, can't really get rid of them, they have to grow out.

Maybe I have subconscious dreams of being a spy. It's not subconscious, it's actually very conscious. I'd love to be the female James Bond.
When I was younger I loved Nancy Drew. I had the hardcover books 1-20 (with the original covers), and a bunch of random others. Sometimes when I'm bored I'll still read them, but they aren't as good anymore. Nancy Drew is no where near as cool as James Bond either. AND I'm really pissed that "Emma Roberts" is going to be Nancy Drew in the upcoming movie, which looks like shit and totally ruins N.D. for EVERYONE. Sorry, I get really upset when my favorite childhood chapter books are RUINED IN MOVIES.
I'll admit-- Matilda was GREAT, I liked the movie ending to The Witches better than the book, the original Willy Wonka was perrrfect, I still watch the BSB movie.. I never got into Goosebumps though, oh well.
I'm thinking of which book to start reading tonight. I left Mrs. Dalloway in Nora's car, hopefully I'll remember to pick it up from her soon cause I really wanted to finish that.
Mrs. Dalloway + Franny and Zooey are two books that I took out my sophomore year to read. I didn't get into either, and for some reason franny and zooey confused me. But now three/four years later I LOVE Franny and Zooey, so I want to read Mrs. Dalloway and finish it this time and see if the same holds true.
I watched Garden State tonight. I never was too fond of that movie, it's alright I guess. Someone once told me that Natalie Portman's character reminded them of me. For some reason I won't forget that. Probably cause I find myself to be nothing like her, possibly the farthest thing from her, except for her whole lying thing. I think that's why I don't like that movie, cause her character really annoys the shit out of me. I hope I'm not like her... That would suck haha.
I've been really stressed out about what this fall will be like for me.
I can't even think about it actually, I'll just get sick to my stomach and continue to NOT do anything about it. lazy bitch.
I'm going to go watch 70's crime dramas now and find a book to read.

Good night.

apple regurgitation

Every time I eat apples, I regurgitate them. I just coughed and up came some good ole chewed apples. I hate it, but I love them.
Apples are good for you. They're a whole bunch of fun. You can make so many things from apples....
Like;
apple pie, apple pudding, apple cider/juice, apple liquor, apple + brie cheese crepes, apple smoothies, makeshift bowls, throwing devices, apple bowling balls, the bobbing for apples game, apple beef, apple ham, apple beer, apple tofu, cranberry sauce, and soda.
there are so many more things, but i'll stop there.
Tomorrow I'm going to Englewood and selling crack on the corner.
Actually, I'm going to Englewood for a little early dinner-late lunch date with my girl deana.
everyone's invited.
show
or DIE.
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So pictures of Lindsay Lohan snorting coke with friends just hit the internet. How do you feel about this? Do you think that her rehab stint was all a lie for publicity? Idiots.

I bought four mangoes at shop rite the other day and those bitches better be ripe by tomorrow. I love mangoes, but every time I eat them I have to floss afterward. And then my gums are all bloody and that glorious mango taste blends with that horrible copper taste of blood, and then I cry because my day was ruined. All because I had to eat a mango.
I've got to pull myself together and start doing some work. I feel like I'm really falling behind, basically cause it's true. I feel like everyone else my age is where they should be in life, and I just can't catch up. Once again, because it's true. I'm a fucking bum.

JEANETTE- WHEN ARE YOU GOING TO UPLOAD ASHLEYS PICTURES.
hahahah. sorry.

the music in the fugitive movie is so dramatic. i'm faced away from the tv so I can't really see whats going on, but it really makes me want to laugh.
i'm bored and need another glass of water.
good nigh.