heart attack

anna nicole is dead!!! the world is officially ending. i've got strep throat, anna is dead, the glaciers are melting, i filled my gas tank for the first time in a year, my family is leaving in four days, carbon taxes might be the newest thing on pennsylvania avenue, aids in china is increasing, THIS IS TOO WEIRD!
something.
is.
wrong.
on a brighter note, i feel like i'm getting better. no more chills, fever, stomach pains (kinda), or headaches. my throat still hurts though. it feels like hydrochloric acid is just chillin' out in the back of my throat eating away at my glands! yummmmmy!
valentine's day is coming up.
since i am like the only hostess who is single- of course i got a phone call asking if i could work that day. but i can't cause i've got classes. i'd hate to do that anyways.
anyone that goes to houlihans for valentine's day is an idiot. if you're reading this now, don't go there.
i have to call deana tomorrow. i missed her phone call on wednesday.
i've been in complete seclusion all week. i've probably left my house about three times.
but hey! i've lost some pounds, niiice niiice.
i don't know what i'm doing tomorrow night, i just hope i feel better. i hope tonight i can go to sleep. every time i try to sleep at night it's utterly impossible. sorry, i keep complaining, but it's the only thing that's been going on in my life.
next week will be much better.